Monday, June 30, 2008
since it's the month of july, which is somewhat significant, i shall post something. HAHA. well, july is finally here. the much dreaded month of this year.
oh well. happy birthday to theresa, charmaine and my cousin! HAHA. and 12 hours later, it'll be canada day. so it'll be really festive next year. can play with fireworks, from what my cousin used to say. i've always loved july 1st, and i guess i still do?
OH WELL. i can't wait for wednesday to be over. then it'll really be partying time. and packing time too. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:07 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
i love being with the tk clique. we wanted to go see the sunset today, just that the sun sets in the west, and we were at east coast park. SO, obviously we couldn't see the sun set. so we must go watch the sunrise okay! promise? and please don't ask me to watch the sunrise from the plane on the day i leave, while you all can watch sunrise together. D<
i wonder how many more days we can meet up. and i do want to meet up with A LOT of people. it's just whether they want to meet up with me or not. D:
and erm, the clock is ticking. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:45 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
maybe, talking to people about it isn't a good thing after all.
when people asked how long i'll be gone for,
the only answer i could give them is 'forever'.
maybe one day i'll be back, but when?
i laid in bed last night, thinking if i've made the right choice.
but i guess it's too late to change my mind.
my dear girl, i'm not taking my departure (and our friendship) light-heartedly.
i'm just choosing an easier way to accept things.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:15 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
it's wednesday and i've survived through half the week. i'm sure most of you would have known what had happened by now. D:
i've decided that i've been happy lately because i've been living in my own bubble. and nathaniel lum claims that i use the bubble analogy a lot. which i don't. :D
since the mid years are ending either tomorrow or friday, feel free to talk to me then. i promise i'll tell. and since it's good to talk to someone about it. OR you can not talk to me and be ignorant of it. which will make you a happier person, i swear. it's fine with me because i "like maintaining a mysterious aura". (sounds familiar?)
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:23 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
dear everyone,
after an entire day + night of thinking, i've decided to break the news to you all only after mid years. it's hard breaking the news, and initially i even thought of not telling at all. but i know that's not a right thing to do.
i hope i didn't just made you curious/spoil your day or days to come. please do not try getting anything out of me. do study hard and pass mid years with flying colours. (:
love,
vicki
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:03 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008
it's 3 in the afternoon and i've just woke up. not that i'm tired, but i refused to wake up. i suddenly have this urge to rot at home everyday and just waste my life away.
i think i should have gone to school and supported the people who had recital though. :/
i need to talk to someoneee. but if i talk to someone, i'll spill everything out. damnit. D:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:09 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
at this point of time, i want to disappear. just like that, and no one has to know.
i'm beginning to hate being at home. more so by the second. i have no idea why i'm in a bad mood while i'm home anyway. it's not like i'm not going to part with them.
but anyway, i shouldn't be disturbing anyone nowadays. so i can just go and c.s. (inside joke :D)
i don't know why i have to keep breaking people's heart.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:50 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
dear jasminelaw,
this is the 7th consecutive post your name has appeared on my blog. i'm not obsessed with you or something. but it's because you're my (almost) everything. <3
love,
your sunshine always.
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i was going through my inbox just now and found this message that nat sent me not long ago.
there was this pretty nice quote:
"it never matters how far apart we are, what matters is how close we stay."so please stay happy everyone. I LOVE YOU ALL. :D
(secretly i think jasminelaw can get quite sweet at times.)
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:58 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
i'm tired. and i can't believe no one is online. D:
i'm having ovalteenies now! :D jasminelaw! quickly appear and date meee! <3
i went to the IT show at suntec today! so i went to visit ck, who looked as though he was going to die. (which is true) my sister was quite entertained by him. HAHAHA.
i think i'm keeping a BIG SECRET. D:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:20 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
huixin is going to make me cry. she's like the sweetest person on earth.
copy and pasted from huixin's blog:
i miss my PAE class!jasmine law&vicki tse!n hai.jus hope june hols wun end.nt becux i dun wan mid yrs or wan to slack.but i dun wan vicki to leave me..i still haven't seen ally and huixin during the holidays. D:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:47 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
no matter how tough, how scary things are, i'm just going to go ahead. i'll put on a brave front and continue walking down this scary path. i can do it. (:
nat told me this:
"and what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger!"
at least i'll gain independence from all this. and anyway, i don't really have time to worry and to be scared. :/
JASMINELAW. when are you going to date me again! i miss you, suddenly. HAHAHA. <3
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:32 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i've suddenly lost all my courage. i was certain of my decision until tonight. when my daddy started saying discouraging things again. now i'm scared, really scared.
but i don't have the courage to stay behind either. oh well, i don't have the courage to do a lot of things i guess. but whatever it is, i'll regret it. i'm pretty sure of that.
and i'm in deep trouble now because i've got to hand in my scores by tomorrow for recital and i still haven't decided on my pieces. oh great. i'm really panicking now.
i daydreamed about being back in meridian today. maybe it's because i've been seeing jasminelaw too much. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:37 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
today was supposed to be a study date with 08S113. but it turned out to be a play date after we decided to crash bijie's house. D:
i nearly died spamming jasminelaw's phone in the morning, trying to wake her up. we met at 1.30pm again, though we agreed on 10am. at 4 plus, we left whitesands, to go to bijie's house. can you imagine, we CABBED when his house was 4 bus stops away. and i spent the rest of the day with the piano and the guitar. dinner with jasminelaw at pasta mania at tampines. i swear i'm putting on a lot of weight from all my study dates with jasminelaw.
i don't really know what to say about yesterday. well, it was a study date with jasminelaw and 10am-10pm didn't materialise. bumped into ruo yu who was a major distraction. and did lots of thinking i guess.
i'm praying hard to get out of jcts. and i'm really very scared of mr ku. damnit. D:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:00 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
my head is throbbing after an entire day in front of the tv. which resulted in only a half-done math tutorial. :/
i went for a study date with jasminelaw yesterday! HEEHEE. we were supposed to meet at 10am, but met at 1.30pm instead. i woke up at 10am and she woke up at 11am. because we both slept at 3am. HAHA.
stayed at parkway macs from 1.30pm till 10.30pm. i think the people were sick of seeing us. i only studied a little of biology, but at least better than nothing! spent lots of time laughing at jasminelaw though. and she just won't stop thinking about my brother. D:
after we left macs, we didn't really feel like going home and she missed her bus anyway. so we sat by the pavement and talked till 11.30pm. which was
awesome. heehee.
let's have a study date again okay! (:
[EDIT]
"i officially have no lesbiany friends in meridian for me to cling to." (from jasminelaw)
well, i officially have no lesbiany friends in temasek for me to cling to too. ):
I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU TOO.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:13 AM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
today was brilliant! HEEHEE.
i woke to nat's call at noon, saying that she'll be coming to my house in an hour's time. so i scrambled out of bed and rushed to get ready, but in the end, she came two hours later. :/ but anyway, we had fun stoning/talking/painting her nails/playing the piano(typical).
we lazed around so much that we left the house late, so we had to rush down to heerens to get mei's present. then we speed-walked to plaza sing, because all nat had in her ez-link was 65cents. but apparently, we were still the earliest. settled down in cafe cartel and tried to make mei come with every possible way. we started eating even before she came. :/
but anyway, dinner was fun, with everyone's retardedness. mei was surprised/shocked when she came into cafe cartel, because jialing cooked up many strange stories. so surprise was successful! but dinner and mei's present left me completely broke too. and i still got a study date cum lunch cum dinner tomorrow. i shall be good to my mommy and daddy tonight. (:
the bus ride home was the best. because i had a long talk with darling! we were giggling on the bus so much that i think everyone was staring at us. OPPS. but yes, we need more time to talk, so hopefully the dinner date on tuesday! yayy.
i know tomorrow will be equally brilliant too!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:40 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
today is a relatively pleasant day, despite waking up at an unearthly hour for violin. 9.30am is unearthly, because my entire house was still sleeping. (:
met nat at tampines in the afternoon and caught made of honour with her. the movie, according to nat, is quite disappointing. but our heart-to-heart talk afterwards was definitely worth it. HEEHEE. i didn't manage to spill out much stuff today, because, i don't really know how to put my problems into words. but at least nat spilled,
quite a lot.
i really need to start studying, because i might not be able to run away from jcts. and start practising. oh, and composing. :/ i foresee more sleepless nights.
AND i can't wait for more talks with my girlfriends. including one 10am-10pm
talk study date with jasminelaw. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:59 AM